i miss you. you were the best grandpa i could ever ask for. somehow, i feel like my life's not gonna be the same without you. i know it's weird, since you probably werent capable of remembering who i am. i havent seen you for like a year. because seeing you the way you were would've been a bad memory. but right now, i dont even remember what you looked like. i dont remember the sound of your voice anymore.
but i'll always remember the good times we've had. even though it's all kind of a blur, even if my memories are not very precise, i know you've helped me grow up with a grandpa like every other kid. you were better than the other one. he hated me anyway.
they say it's better that way. they say you should've been dead a long time ago. they say it stops your pain. but i wish i had had a chance to tell you how much i love you.
opa, ik hou van jou.